Obviously I’ve immersed myself into Vulnicura, Björk latest album, already. But with every Björk album I grow closer and deeper and more entertwined. It’s a time process of getting to unravel so many sensitivities, let alone the music itself. So I want to revist a song I need to revisit often: It’s Not Up to You. Because it’s not up to you.

Because because beacuse I feel so often:

I wake up
And the day feels
Broken

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How do I master
The perfect day
Six glasses of water
Seven phonecalls

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Anyway

It’s not up to you
Oh it never really was
It’s not up to you
Oh it never really was
It’s not up to you
Well it never really was
It’s not up to you

Whatever feels out of your hands, might just be out of your hands and you need to leave it alone. And anyway, it might just happen.

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Unthinkable surprises
About to happen
But what they are

It’s not up to you

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There is so much pressure, everything seems to tall to climb. Everything feels broken

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It’s not up to you and you can let it go.

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