dress, (polka dotted shirt): second hand, neon whirt: w< by walter van beirendonck (scored on ebay), shoes; second hand, socks, happy socks
Phew finally found the correct color settings on my new MacBook! I’m sorry for my latest posts in which I look a little dead and less rosy-cheecked, I can assure you no matter how much stress I go through I always have good skin. (It’s a little frightening to be quite honest.) Anyway, new dirndl added to my ever growing collection! Dirndl’s for me are the only traditional clothes I hunt for and as a side-bonus they are my personal affordable lolita dress variant! A pink one has obviously been on my list for a long time. Never mind my posing, I also wanted to show off these wicked 90s goth shoes which had also been on my finds list! I bought them after my first exam because I had had such a terrible mental breakdown before it yet I felt my exam had gone really well (but apparently it didn’t ooooops!; still worth it though). I feel a little iffy about this stiling, I like yesterday’s stiling a little more I think, but then again that styiling is also a little too obvious, no?
Hello hello! Yesterday I found out my grades, I’d been secretly hoping my life these past months would suit well in an 80s montage with a superb ending of victory, but of course real life is anything like movies. I failed 3 courses, could not partake in 1 and only passed 2. I worked hard all throughout the year, and ended up being too exhausted to study for my last exam; picture me studying while crying for hours. I had a little bit of a really harsh mental breakdown. Picture last minute emergency docter visits. But I am one of those obnoxious people who have never before had to study in their life (a simple read was more than enough for me), now that courses have expanded and I need to cram every single detail and name it’s only natural that I’m still finding my own personal study method and schedule. I am convinced I can learn how to learn, and I am convinced I’m not even that far off on my proper method! My failed grades aren’t even that low! I can do this!!! Meanwhile here’s me looking fab. I literally haven’t taken off this shirt (except to sleep) since I got it on Sunday. It totes smells because it’s basically made out of plastic. Who cares? I certainly do not, prolly the people around me care but hey, that’s what you get for hanging out with me.
dress: second hand, shirt: W< by Walter Van Beirendonck, knock-off dr martens: second hand, sweater is a brand but i forgot which it is it’s somewhere in my archives though
(i was literally exhaling here shhh….)
Hello! I am back! Exams took such a big toll on me; it was so exhausting, yet out of the five exams I partook in I am only certain that I passed two of those. Such a difficult time for only that small amount of certainty? But I am certain I will only get better as I keep working, so here’s to hoping I pass regardless and if not it will allow me to practise the skill of exam taking only more! So!
After a week of rest, and plently of kdrama, I am starting to hate the world a little less as my nap-time increases. I have been experimenting with outfits too, and I hope I will have the energy to post my exeriments soon enough. This one is by far the best. In essence I am hoping to add more comfort to my clothing, not geared towards physical comfort but more in a sense of a feeling of comfort in mix and matching different styles. My style is mostly harshly divided in two: superfemme or supercute and I want to try to bring those two together. I am not sure how yet. But for the dress I am wearing here I would’ve easily added a cute fitted cardigan, high heels and so on. Instead I added my latest W< by Walter Van Beirendonck find (it has ruffles on top of rufffles!) which I would’ve worn with something a little more geometrically structured and bright instead of a flower 70s dress. Those kick ass knock off yellow Dr. Martens are also something I wouldn’t usually pair with this kind of dress. Mosty, I wore this all on top of each other because it’s all new (second hand kinda new) but I kinda like it. It’s just supercute and all of the femmeness has disappeared though but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
As a side note: a sponsored post might come up here soon, because I need the money for school books HEY. Also re: Walter Van Beirendonck’s latest racist fiasco, I definitely want to write about that, because this isn’t his first offense (I am mostly adding this to this post as a reminder to myself hi hello).