dress: vintage jaeger, cardigan: second hand, boots: gift/second hand, coat: killah

If you’re my age or older you may have wondered already how exactly do I give off the allure of a real person and not a cartoon character? Clearly, I don’t mind being ridiculous but in order to eat I need a job so I’ve been trying my best to tone down while still trying to keep my own true self, originality and creativity in tact (translated in my clothing) which can be a positive trait in job searches in my eyes. I try to balance my clothing madness with Real Life Person acceptability. It’s a hard line and I don’t think I succeed very much but here’s to nothing anyway everyday.

In my earliest interviews I felt so awkward I could hardly move and just laugh at my ridiculous lack of real life personality and qualifications. I tried to pose as stifled as I’ve often felt here. Strangely, it doesn’t look very different of other outfit photos? Hey, that’s just sad. I’m nodding my head in my own disapproval and patting my back for emotional support. One day I’ll be a person.